I'm sitting all alone in myroom and once again i'm thinking of my life.. My past is passing me by see a lot of pain , a lot of tears...That's how i remember it.. There were a lot of days that i could only cry... My hope was faded away..I wanted to say goodbye to everything.. Now i'm laughing and feeling fine..Sometimes i still cry,inside and outside.. But,thats different then in the past..I just wanted to say goodbye to everything... Damn.....What was i a fool??cause if i really said goodbye i had never felt this lovely feeling deep inside.... It's a great feeling called LOVE.. And i'm so thankful for finding her/him..It's making me stronger day after day.. There was a time that i wanted to say goodbye, Now,I want to live myown life ever.
The day i were born,i began a learning process that will continue for the rest of my life. I were , from the beginning ,molded by my surroundings,parents,relatives,playmates,by all the general attitudes,ideas,and beliefs i came in contact with.. Each new year of life added to my past,changing the way i viewed every new day, influencing how i reacted to everything from the simplest daily routines to complex events touching me,my family , and the world i lived in..
As i grew older, i interacted with people from different backgrounds with differing ideas about life..Faced with new ideas , i may have defended my beliefs, or i may have completely abandoned my past. However,like most people,i probably belong to that vast river of humanity which lives each moment in the easiest,most pleasant way possible.If so,i were and a more or less able to blend ideas,feelings,philosophies,desires,and realities to justify what you want to do.
Along with the majority of people,i were and are good at sending questions and ideas about the meaning of life and death, as well as thoughts and feelings about what is good and right,deep into the cloudy regions of my mind. Wether we realize it or not,most of us are voluntary prisoners of our minds,unwilling to question who we are and what we belive,happy to simply roll along trough life.Most of us will live from birth to death in a world we have fashioned from our past to suit our present.Few of us will ever stand free from our present beliefs and daily lives to ask what is live about??Who am i ?? What should i do?? What will i do?? If there is meaning to life,and a reason for living,these questions must be answered..
If there is a true meaning to life,nothing that i do,say,or think will change that truth.What good is it to live my life believing what am i doing is right if i beliefs are false and what am i doing is wrong?It is an understanding of life that we seek,a search for something in life worth living for. If you are to find the meaning of life you must be willing to recognize it if and when you see it.To do so requires you to open your mind and accept whatever you discover,even if it is totally opposite to your experiences,beliefs and wishes.Since our discussion deals with the purpose of life,if what we are saying is true,your willingness to understand is a willingness to grasp the very reason for your living.If the answers you find are different from those you have molded for yourself,you must decide wether to continue on the path you are on,or go another way on a new path toward a new destination.
** THE MORE I LIVE MY LIFE , I'M GETTING MORE DISTRESSED !! **
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I'm so so so sorrryyy mybeloved Elle...All The Best Dalilah :)
Elle,aku minta maaf sangat2 terpaksa cancel last2 minute..seriously ini xdirancang...something difficult for me to decide is happen to me..I've try so hard elle just for you but things still the same..i can do nothing...aku xsangka bende jadi mcm ni..I want so bad ada dgn kau kat sana and give you a full support..tp niat aku xkesampaian..
ya allah elle...tuhan je tahu elle mcm mana aku sedih nangis skrg ni...bersalahnya rasa aku skrg ni..rasa nk jerit tp xboleh...aku harap kau faham elle..aku akn tebus balik ni untuk kau...aku betul2 minta maaf..Aku tahu kau kuat boleh buat semua 2..Kau jgn lupa bawak Inhaler kau k,seblm nk perform minum air suam bnyk2..please make sure that you are in a good condition on that time Elle,take a deep breath syg..I'm sure it'll be going just fine..Aku doa untuk kau ok..Nanti balik bglah aku tgok video2 and gamba2 kau kat sana k..jangn lupa..aku nk tgok..ok elle..apapun jadi aku ttp ingat kau.aku sayang kau Elle..This time mmg aku xdapat pergi..tpi next time,i'll make sure i'll go no matter what just to be with you Elle....Tolong ingat pesan2 aku Elle k..Jaga diri elok2 and behaveyourself kt sna k..and may you have save long journey baby<3 <3 <3
Sunday, February 6, 2011
i love this episode <3 ....... what a cool la kalau teacher aku bagi task macam Sana & Tae dapat.....ekekekekekekekekee XDD
